Hello creeper.

How may I serve you today??
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So I've had countless people add me on facebook and via myspace (back when it was the hip new thing to do) only to tell me how hot they think I am in hopes of having an online relationship.
C'MON YOU CREEP!!! Really?
So...I usually don't even accept the friend request. They just don't get the picture and continue to message me. BUT...I came across a new situation. One that I find a bit amusing.

Here's the deal.
This guy I knew back when I was a young teenager who had maybe just started her period 3 years prior and moved up a bra size bigger than my moms, he sends me a friend request on FB. After thinking long about it, I accepted it. After all, he may have just wanted to catch up and then be done with it. WRONG!!!

Earlier tonight, well actually not even an hour ago (maybe), I receive a message from this guy stating how beautiful he thought I was. I wasn't flattered at all but figured, "What the hell? I'll be polite." So I respond with a "&& Thanks. You don't even remember me do you? After all you did request my electronic friendship." He replies with some random crap about me being so and so's daughter. Which I was offended by seeing as the man he was referring to was my mother's brother in-law YEARS ago. I proceed to tell him that my step father (past tense) was so and so..yada yada and stated my mothers name. Figured this moron would have remembered considering he was always trying to cop a feel on her every minute of his horny early 20's man hood.

Needless to say, this Dustin creep still was lost and had no clue who I was. Hmmm. GO FIGURE! Right? So he goes further with the conversation and IM's me. ((I knew I should have clicked the "offline" button.)) We proceed to talk and he is still trying to figure out who I am. After him making himself look more and more like a dumb ass, he really hit the nail on the head. MADE ME LAUGH! Added fuel to my "smart ass" fire. Here's how it went.

I find this very humorous how people in this small town I live in dig themselves in such shallow holes due to their lack of brain cells. It may be because they've all been fried. Hmm. Naturally, I just decided to delete this skin head and move on to something else. Something else being eating honey turkey lunch meat slices by themselves. Something way more entertaining and fulfilling.

Jesus Christ

This is perhaps, one of the most beautiful songs that I know.
I could listen to "Brand New" all day long. I mean, c'mon. Who wouldn't love this voice? It's perfect. It's soothing.

Crazie cosmos

Unless you have seen the movie or haven't and don't mind know the ending of the movie, read on. If you haven't and don't want me to spoil it for you, please exit this blog post.
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I give "The Crazies" 4.5 out of 5 stars.
WHY?
I'll tell you what grinds my gears, the way that fucking movie ended.

It would have been 100% badass if the couple died in the nuke explosion rather than walking away to Cedar Point. Why? I'll tell you why. Because now the movie ended with the whole fucking fuck up experiment spreading all because two people not infected lived and the U.S Military was creeping all in their shit. NOW the movie has that typical, every other suspense movie ending. What the fuck. I mean really. COME ON!! It would have been the ultimate badass movie if NO ONE survived.

So here's what's going to happen. There will not be a part two to the movie because there is no reason for it. It would end up being just like the first one but in a bigger city and the two people would still survive it, walking away and spreading the disease of LIFE and WILL POWER which in turn the Military will scope them out and nuke the next town they hit. Am I right or am I right?

So now we know that there won't be a part two and we are left with what could have been a total kick ass movie having a shitastic ending. Thanks for that.

Overall, I dug it. I liked the movie a whole hell of a lot. I will most def. have to purchase this movie and watch it while completely baked. ;)

Franks & Beans

Hmm.
I'm home and it's early. I came in early actually. I needed the chill time.
So.....
TOMORROW I shall go to Hernando, Ms and steal one of my favorite men in the world, Zack. =) Am I excited? Ugh...no. I am only about to shit myself from being so happie and ready to see him. It's been 2.5 years too long.

Lori and I are heading out around lunch time-ish. It shall be a fun drive. I feel like tomorrow night will be supa dupa krunks. Although, I just discovered today that my bro in-laws a/c in his apart is shit and we all may die from heat strokes in our sleeps while taking over his pad. =/ yikes.

I took the worst of the blow

At first, I didn't like this band. It grew on me once I saw a them put on a show in Memphis, TN. I think I really like them, a lot. More so because their lyrics are actually quiet beautiful. The song above reminds me of certain situations. Well, a situation. I guess it explains a little how I feel. I do know this much, I got myself completely lost at the Eisley show in Memphis. I needed it. A lot.

Here is another song of theirs that is one of my absolute FAVORITES. Hands down.
Invasion - Eisley

you're an eyesore.

Fuck it.
That's what I say.

Blah blach fucking blah.

& who the hell do you think you are? With your stupid smile, it's nothing but a crack in your face. Thanks for being selfish and cold hearted. Can you picture your heart or does your eyes not want to see the decay? You can but you won't. You're a coward. A coward with too many masks and not enough string.

What makes you breathe? What gives you reason to wake up if you dream of me when your eyes are wide shut? You pull me in just to push me away. You're a  selfless fake. A fake. Your heart is broken and you stole mine to heal yours. You stole me, all I had to give. You made me feel alive when you were slowing letting me die.

I hate how you laugh when you want attention. I hate how you crack jokes to cover up all your hopes. I hate how you look at me with your warm eyes. I hate how you smell. I hate how your skin feels. I hate how your arms feel wrapped around mine. I hate how you blare your music and drive with the windows down. I hate how much I miss you. I hate that you aren't around. Most of all, I hate how you don't care about me.

You've become my eyesore. You've become that locked chest inside my chest. You're nothing more than what used to be and never will be. You are you and you are there. I am me and I am a real friend. To the day you don't come around, til the day you realize how much you meant to someone just by being there, til the day you come back around, I will most definitely be a face easily found.